Thursday, December 18, 2014

[FANFIC] CAN YOU HEAR IT?

Title: Can You Hear It?
Author: Ai Mori
Fandom/band: Jrock/LUNA SEA
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Pairing: J x INORAN
Disclaimer: I don't own any people here, and I'm not writing this to harm any people on this fic. They are real people and this is pure fiction.
Author Notes: DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE AGAINST YAOI. Review will be gladly accepted.
This is the fastest fic that i ever made! and very sorry for any mistakes (if there any) and the story is taken from J's POV.

Theme song: Can you hear it - INORAN

CAN YOU HEAR IT?

It's been a year since LUNA SEA's disbandment. It was a hard decision, but we must face it. Though I really miss those times when we were still together, performing our songs together. But it's not the end. We still have an opportunity to come back, together as LUNA SEA again. At least, I already promised that to Ino.
I stares at the tv in my room. There's a news about Ino in the music program that I watch now. He just release another solo album. Good for him. I told him that he should also do the singing part in his solo works and he agrees with that. He might not have the brilliant voice like Ryuichi has, but he has his own charm.
Now it's time for his MV. And it almost makes me drops my drink.
His face. In my tv screen. Whoever comes up with the idea of this mv is a genious one.
It makes me feels as if I'm already face to face with him. I feels like his sharp eyes is staring at me. It feels as if I can touch his brown hair, caressing it and let him sleep in my arms. It feels like I could kiss his lips, nibbling the softness of it, and let him moans to my touch.
I bet his fangirls will scream or go crazy with this kind of thing.
He's still like before, the Inoran that I used to know; beautiful, yet so fragile and awkward, makes me really want to protect him from any harm.
After the MV ends, I just realized something. I need him. I really miss him so bad.

# a few days later #
"Just how long are you gonna play it, Junjun?" He pouts.
I grins. "This is the only cure of my sickness."
"But you don't have to repeat it over and over again," he still pouts and trying to grab the remote from my hand.
I finally bought his album and his dvd, so I decided to tease him by repeatedly rewind the mv.
"I told you, this is the only thing that can cure my longing-sickness, when you're far away and we can't meet each other," I still hold the remote tightly in my hand. "You look so cute, you know."
"I'm not!" He finally gives up. "And you tricked me! You said you have something important to talk!"
I just laugh. "I do have something important. This." I points at the tv.
"That's not important! Geez, I'm already here, in front of you! You don't need to watch that damn mv again!"
I laugh again. Just when he wants to leave me, I grab his hand, takes him into my arms and kiss him passionately.

# hours later #
As I open my eyes, I see a brown-hair man sleeping next to me. I move my hand, touching every curves of his body, and smiles at the look of his sleeping face.
I really love him. I love everything about him. I caress his hair tenderly and kiss his forehead. Then I grab the remote to my cd player in my nightstand and press the play button. So how many times should I play it now?

'On an endless road
(So happy that I found you)
Chasing our new life
(Proud of chasing after all those dream)
Wanting to touch you
(So happy that I found you)
Together forever
(Proud of chasing after all those dream)'





Sunday, October 19, 2014

[FANFIC: JUST BE FRIENDS] JXINO

Title: Just Be Friends
Author: Ai Mori
Fandom/band: Jrock/LUNA SEA
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: M
Pairing: J x INORAN
Disclaimer: I don't own any people here, and I'm not writing this to harm any people on this fic. They are real people and this is pure fiction.
Author Notes: Contains yaoi (male x male) scene. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE AGAINST YAOI. Review will be gladly accepted.
About The Story: I made this from INORAN POV (again) because i loved writing from his POV :D This is about the times after LUNA SEA Final Act and about the changes in his relationship with J, also when he have to face the fact that J is getting married. Very very sorry for the late updates, i have several stories to be write and lack of time. Anyway, please enjoy and sorry for the bad English (if there any :D)

Theme Song: Just Be Friends - Megurine Luka (Vocaloid)


JUST BE FRIENDS

Just be friends
All we gotta do 
Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye

I just can't believe what I just heard. He wants us to disband? How could he do that? Is he out of his mind or what? I know lately we aren't in a good term again, but I really can't imagine that this will lead into the disbandment of our band. He's shattering our dreams into pieces. How could he be so mean?
I emptied the bottle once again, I don't even count how many bottles I have drink now. In fact, I can't think of anything except the fact that he wants us to disband. He's the one that protect me when other member complained about our side project with Hide-san. He's the one that said about how we should be together, making music until we're tired of it. He's the one that said LUNA SEA is the most ideal band he ever had. And now he's the one that wants to end all of this.
My phone suddenly ringing. With one hand holding the neck of the bottle and one hand holds the phone, I answers it. It's him. I thought he's going to say that he's sorry and it's only a prank or he regret saying that. But I really can't expect that he's going to say this.
"I can't think of another way. Let's end all of this. Let's make our last live."
I unconsciously release the bottle. It shatters into pieces as it hits the floor. Just like what I feel right now. Everything already shatters. Nothing left.
--

Fucking final act. My inner mind always shouts 'I don't want to admit this live. I don't want this to end.' Apparently reality is not about getting what we want when we want it. Reality is cruel. I don't even know how many tears I shed ever since he wanted us to disband. Even though in front of him, I always debating him, sometimes we get into a heat argument. Shinya-chan thinks we are on a fight. And our fight is one of the main reason behind our disbandment decision.
I shed my tears again. After this night, there's no more LUNA SEA. No more doing rehearsal for live with them. No more spending our times in studio and thinking about new songs together. No more standing on the stage beside the bassist who changed my life. No. It's over. It's done.
He pats my shoulder, trying to relieve my sadness. But that wouldn't bring any changes. That only makes my tears flow more than before.
"Come on, Ino, we could still meet each other, and who knows that maybe we could be together again."
Indeed. But you don't know that starts from now, our life will never be the same again! I want to hate you, Jun Onose! I really want to hate you! Unfortunately I can't do that.
He took me into his arms. He hugs me firmly. His scent reminds me of those countless nights we spent together, creating and composing songs for the band, and those times when we made love.
"We can still hang out together," he said. What for? All that left is our solo project. I have no right to interfere each member's solo project without permission. We are no longer in the same band.
---

Currently, my mood drops. I can't even drink. Maybe, just maybe, Sugizo was right that time when he said that our band was just a kiddy band. We should've stopped right there. We shouldn't make LUNA SEA in the first place.
The others are talking about their future project in our after-party. While me? I made those talks stop simply because of my tears that once again falls from my eyes. They all looks sad. Because it's the end of our times to stay together as a band. I know we can still meet each other in other times, but not as LUNA SEA. LUNA SEA is officially dead.
I wipes my tears as we say goodbye to each other. Only me and him left here as usual. He takes my hand and walks in front of me. Like usual. He always likes to take the lead and I always follows him.
"You know, you should think about your solo projects now."
I stares at our joined hands. I could say that my first album is great, but to make another album is not as easy as he thinks. "I need time to make a deal with some singers..."
He smiles. "Why don't you sing it yourself?"
"No. I can't sing."
He laugh. "Don't compare yourself with Ryuichi. You should do it as yourself."
The fact is that I don't have enough confidence. It feels strange to stand on a stage without him. Without his support.
He stops and turns around to stares at me. He wipes away my tears. "We'll be together again. Back as LUNA SEA. Someday, when we are wise enough to be together as one."
I just nods. I don't have anything to say. LUNA SEA is always be a part of me, and now, I already lost that.
---

We were one. Now we are two. I realize that the moment I saw him with a girl. Holding hands. She looks happy. He's smiling. And I'm watching them in silence behind a cafe's window, quite hidden but still can see everything on the street outside of this cafe.
So this is the reason why he turns into a flameless guy near me. Am I really that boring to him?
I bet that girl doesn't know him as much as I do. I bet she doesn't know about his habit when he was sleeping, what kind of expression that he made when he woke up, what to do when he turn into a mad man, even his most favorite food and drink. She doesn't know what Jun Onose was in Junior High and Senior High. She doesn't know anything about Jun except she read that from our interview. Fuck, I bet she doesn't even know his size!
I put my cigarette on the ashtray. I'm about to greet them, saying that 'I'm here, hello, what a surprise' kind of thing. Then I see them stops in front of me. Jun kiss her. Fuck this! I really have to go outside. I grab my cigarettes pack, my small bag and leave my place. I walk fast to go outside of the cafe. But then I just standing there like a fool. I take a deep breath and walk passed them. When Jun notices me, I fake my smile and said I'm in a hurry.
---

I don't even know why I love him this much. I know it's stupid already, to be in love with someone that sometimes hurt you 'till you want to cried out. Honestly, I can't even think of replacing him with someone else.
I managed to move on from my post-disbandment depression and making a new music with Ken Lloyd. Ken is a nice guy. He told me to change my style so it fits this band and so I change my hairstyle and dyed my hair blonde. He makes me happy, he can makes me smile again.
But when I sits in my room, thinking about creating a new song, Jun calls me. After countless weeks, now he finally remember me again. Actually, I could just called him first, but my mind always reminds me of when he and that girl kissing that day. It's almost making me crazy.
"Ino, can I stay in your place for a while?"
I almost drops my cigarette and burn out all the lyrics sheet.
"Yeah, sure." I replies. Why? There must be something wrong with him. But nevertheless, that makes me happy. At least, I'll have Jun beside me tonight.
"Thanks."
After that call, I can't concentrate on my works. Sigh. Really. Jun invades my mind now. And when he said he already in front of my house, I opened the door and see him standing in front of me.
"Sorry to bother you. I just need a place to relax." He takes off his shoes as I let him go inside.
"It's alright. What happens?"
"Well.... I just broke up."
My brain needs time to understand that words. And when I realized that, I feel so relieve like all the burden on my shoulder being lift up to the sky. I know it's mean. But I just can't stop this feeling.
He told me about what happened to their relationship while we sit and drink. To be honest, I don't really care. I'm just happy that he already broke up with that stupid girl. He should realize that I'm the only one that can understand him.
"Ino.... You really not mad at me, right?" He suddenly asks.
"No way," I laugh. "I can't be mad at you. And you were right. We should try to focus on our solo projects after the disbandment...."
"It's not that," he cut me off, "about that time, when I wanted to introduce her. I thought you were mad at me."
"Don't be silly," I smiles, casting off all that negative thoughts about him before. Even though I'm really jealous, I can't show him that. No. He might think I'm stupid.
He grins and his eyes keep staring at me from head to toe. I always felt nervous everytime he did that to me. So I busily re-arranging all my lyrics sheet.
But then his hands holds my face, there's no other choice than to stares back at him again. His finger caressing my cheek, he moves closer to me. Then he kiss me on my lips. It's just a simple and tender kiss.
Though my mind still alarming me about the things that he did before, I tried to cast it away and making our passionate kiss like the way it used to be.
I missed him so much. I missed his kisses.
He starts to hugs me tight while our kiss getting deeper. I love the way he plays his tongue in my mouth. It's one of the thing that he could do to make me go crazy. I wrap my hands around his shoulder. Simply melting into that kiss. His hand slowly moving to the edge of my shirt, he slips his hand underneath my shirt and gives me that unexplained sensation as he touches my skin and move upward to my nipples.
I know exactly what's gonna happen next. And I can't help myself to feel excited. I just can't win against him.
---

I began to wonder, what kind of feeling he had for me?
I stares at his sleeping face. His arms still hold me, making me warm. And I keep staring at his face.
My mom once warns me, back when we were still in school, that he was a bad influence for me. She's right. Because he's the only one that made me fallin' deeply in love like this. I tried to have a relationship with a girl, slept with some girls too, but my feeling is still the same for Jun.
Back when LUNA SEA was still there, he's always right beside me, as if protecting me from any harm. People could see how we were close to each other. We even got a nickname 'twinbee'. They said Jun is really care for me. But the problem is I don't know if he loves me or not.
Yeah, I have a doubt with our relationship. Silly, huh? I should have trust him like the way I did before when we were in school and when we started LUNA SEA for the first time. Unfortunnately I can't do that anymore.
I take my cigarette, trying to calm myself from any bad thought. What else could I expect? Ever since we separated our ways, being together with him is not as easy as it seems anymore. We should treasure this moment.
He opens his eyes and smiles the moment he sees me.
"Hey," he moves his hand and caress my face, then slowly making me closer to him so he can kiss my lips. I close my eyes, then nibbles his lips, feeling the touch of his soft lips. How I wish that we could stay like this forever. How I wish that our love will last forever.
The door bell rings. I quickly ends the kiss and move away from him.
I just remember that today I have to go with Ken. I put my short pants and opens the door. It's Ken. I told him to wait for me, but as I want to go to the bathroom, someone suddenly hugs me from behind and lay a feathery kisses on my neck. Yeah, it's Jun. He said he have to go after this. Just when his eyes finally caught sight of Ken, he release his intimate hug from me.
Ken just stares at me, I can't describe his expression that time, but seems like he's a little bit uncomfortable with that.
Later after that, Ken said that he loves me. Unfortunately, I can't be with him. All of my feeling only belongs to J. Then, we started to have an argument, not only about music, but also personal things and that leading me to left Fake?
Ken said that I might be blinded by my love for J. Maybe. But this is what I am now. I can't just forget him and loves someone else. I just can't.  
---

I just sits and stares at something in front of me. Once again I have to face something so heartbreaking like this. What else could be more heartbreaking than to receive a wedding invitation from someone that you love with all your heart?
I finally stand up, approaching the railings. I'm so desperate today, I won't even talk to anyone at all. Why is this happening to me? Why he should be married with someone else?
My hand holds the railings so tight. I just need one jump to end all of this. To end all of my feelings, my sorrow and my life. I'm about to do that, if my cellphone doesn't ringing so loud and force me to answer it.
"Ino," it's his voice.
My hand is trembling. Why does he calls me? Does he change his mind and realize about my true feelings for him?
"I'm gonna send you something. You should wear that in my wedding. I want you to stay with me in that day." Another bad news for me.
But still I have to pretend that everything is alright.
By the time he hang up his phone, tears flows from my eyes. All of my feelings has been scattered. Just how can he be stupid enough to not realized about my feeling after all this time? After everything that I do for him. He didn't even tell me that he wanted to ended our relationship. No. He didn't tell me anything at all. That wedding invitation suddenly arrives like a thunder strikes in a clear and bright day.
In the end all I can think about is what will happened to our relationship after this.
"Ino? What are you doing?" I heard a familiar voice behind me. I turn my head and see Sugizo run towards me. "It's dangerous."
I'm not saying anything. Indeed, the wind is quite strong, if I lose my grip, I might be fall. I don't care.
"Hey, Ino." Sugi pulls me by force, away from the railings. "Don't be stupid."
"I already am," I mumbles. Tears falls from my eyes again. And I feel Sugi hugs me close like a big brother.
"You know what, we are thinking to reunite again," Sugi said. "Someone saw you came to the rooftop, that's why I came here. I also thought that you already know he's going to married soon, that's why I think you'll need someone to talk to. But I didn't expect to see you like this."
How come? After all these time, how the hell should I be happy with this? How? He's everything to me. I love him more than anyone.
How could he broke my heart like this?
Sugi's hand caressing my hair to calm me down.
"It's okay. Just cry now. But after this, you should be a man and face it," Sugi said that to me and I reply him with a nod.
---

It's the day. The most heartbreaking moment in my life will start soon. I had enough of crying, I lost my interest with anything, even our reunion won't made me happy, though I camouflaged it in front of everyone else.
I walk to the wedding party place. My foot hurts. Seems like Jun already forget about my size that he even sent me a pair of shoes that smaller than my own size. But I have no guts to reject it nor complained for it, because he wants me to wear this suits with this shoes in his wedding day. He wants me to act as his best man. Ironic, huh? To be the best man for the one that you love more than you love yourself.
All I got in my mind now is a part of our song, a song that created by him and also one of our best song.
'Jesus, don't you love me?'
---

Jun looks happy. He's smiling all the time. He and that woman maybe the happiest couple on planet Earth now. And I'm stuck here, sitting, wasted myself with champagne and beer. I choose the perfect position for myself, in the corner of the room, so I don't have to face to face with their happy face all the time, also I need to rest my foot.
As I examine my foot, I realized that it is indeed injured with an open wounds and now it's bleeding.
It's somehow amazes me how my sadness can makes me feel so numb that I still can walk despite the wounds.
"Hey," Sugi and Ryu come to me and sit beside me. "Have you try something here? You haven't eat anything at all today, right?" Sugi said.
"I'm not hungry," I replies. I can't eat anything, if I don't force myself, I can't even drink since last night.
"But you have to! Wait, I'll get you something," Sugi stands up and walks to the buffet.
"Are you alright?" Ryu asks.
I nods and replies with a bitter smile. I must be happy. I can't cry in this place.
"Really?"
"Don't worry about me." I put my shoes on again, but now the wound hurts so much, I can't hide it anymore.
"What happened?"
I tries to hide it, but Ryu is faster than me, he stares at my foot and notice it.
"You're bleeding!"
"I'm alright," I tries to hide it behind my smile, but Ryu already called Sugi and I can't hide it anymore. To make it worse, they examine my legs right when J passes us.
"Hey, what happens to you?" He stares me with a worries expression. "Ino, you have to treat your wounds."
No. Please don't stare at me with such expression, Jun. That will makes me have a difficult time to forget you. I try my best to walk away from him, when suddenly I feel so dizzy. I notice Shinya is standing beside me and talk about how pale I am, then everything suddenly turns black and I can't remember anything again.
---

The moment I opened my eyes, I notice the hurt on my wounded foot is slightly better than before. I try to sit and realized someone already wrapped my foot with bandages.
"Feeling better now?" Someone ask me. The familiar voice I already knew so well. The voice of the only person I loved all this time.
He takes a seat beside me, who apparently laying on a sofa.
"Jun......"
"You really need to get some rest."
"Why are you here?" Although some part of me really wants him to stay with me, but now I want him to just ignore me. Because he'll never be mine again.
"I'm worried...."
"You don't have to worried about me," I fake my smile.
"Ino....."
"Onose-san, your wife is waiting for you," someone suddenly interrupted us.
"Go, leave me alone now."
"But..."
"I'm alright now, just go. Your wife calls you. The party isn't over yet, right?" Again, a fake smile. Luckily I'm good with faking my smile, so he finally leave me.
The moment when he closed the door behind him, I feel something wet in my eyes.
"Oh shit, not now," I lean my head, staring at the ceiling. Knowing that this really not the best time to cry. I should've realized that everything that have a start will always have an end. And this is the end. I should bury our memories forever deep within myself.

'Goodbye, my love, it's over
We have to leave without turning back
It's all over'



(Notes: words on italic is taken from the English translation of Just Be Friends by Megurine Luka lyrics)

Friday, July 11, 2014

[FANFIC: RAIN AND SNOW / J x INORAN]

Title: Rain and Snow
Author: Ai Mori
Fandom/band: Jrock/LUNA SEA
Genre: Romance
Rating: M
Pairing: J x INORAN
Disclaimer: I don't own any people here, and I'm not writing this to harm any people on this fic. They are real people (i know) and this is pure fiction.
Author Notes: Contains yaoi (male x male) sexual scene. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE AGAINST YAOI. Review will be gladly accepted.
This story contains two part in a different time. Part one (The Rain) happened in their school days, Part two (The Snow) happened in LUNA SEA era (somewhere before J's solo tour). Also contains lemon part. beware :D

---

THE RAIN


"I should've listened to my mom," Inoue Kiyonobu whined as he looks up into the sky which now turns into grey and rain drops fell from the sky.
"You didn't bring an umbrella?", ask Onose Jun, his best friend who is standing beside him.
"Nope," Ino shook his head. "I thought it would be clear all day. It is clear this morning, right?"
"That doesn't mean its gonna be clear all day too," Jun smiled.
One by one, all of their friends are going home with an umbrella in their hand.
"You didn't bring an umbrella too?", Ino just noticed that Jun is still standing beside him.
Jun shook his head. "Its not important anyway", he answered. "We can still going home despite the rain."
Ino looks at Jun. He knows his mom will scold him if he come home getting wet by the rain, because he will surely catch a cold. But it doesn't matter, he needs to come home now and watch his favorite anime which will start in about 1 hour.
"Let's go home," Jun was about to left the school when suddenly a lightning came and struck at the tree near them.
"Okay, that's horrible," Jun said, still surprised because the lightning almost struck to the place where they stand.
"Its dangerous," Ino commented, shocked as well, and a little trembles because of that.
"We had no choice, we have to wait here," Jun said.
Ino sigh. But like Jun said, they've got no other choices, Ino wouldn't want to get struck by lightning before he could be one of the biggest rockstar in Japan.
Jun turns his back and steps back to his classroom. Ino follows him, right behind him. Jun sits in his chair and put his bag on top of the table. He still wear the soccer club uniform.
"Is it fun?" Ino suddenly asks.
"What?" Jun looks confused.
Ino sit on the chair in front of Jun. "The soccer team, you guys just finished a competition, right? How does it feel? Is it fun?"
"Sort of. How about your baseball team?"
Ino smiles a little, "we did great too, but sometimes I think they need me because I'm lefty."
Jun grins, "at least we have some fun."
"But it's more fun playing guitar," Ino smiles sincerely.
"Of course, and talking about Howard Jones or David Bowie," Jun added with a little laugh.
"Anyway, I'm going to buy a new record this weekend."
"That's great! I'll come to your house then," Jun grins.
Ino is about to tell something when suddenly the lights went off.
"What?! What's going on?" Ino looks panic.
The sound of the wind outside showing them that there's a storm approaching their place now.
"Storm," Jun said, staring at the window. The mix of rain, wind and thunder plus the dark grey sky makes him feels a little bit scared now. Jun sigh. "I really didn't expect that there's a storm today. Maybe I should watch the weather forecast from now on."
Ino just keep silent, his arm folded on the table, his body shivers a little. This situation is really making him scared.
"Ino?" Jun can see that his best friend now looking quite pale. "Hey, we are safe here," Jun pats his shoulder gently, "it's gonna be over."
"I know, I just hate this," Ino replies with a low voice.
Suddenly there's a strange noise came from the classroom door.
"What's that?!" Ino straighten his back and looks scared.
"I don't know, I'm gonna check it," Jun takes a few steps carefully.
"Be careful," Ino said, almost whispering.
Jun nods and carefully open the classroom door. A man stands in front of the door, using the torch to light up his face and that makes Ino scream before he realize that it's their school-guard, Mr. Sakamoto.
"Sakamoto-san, please don't scares me like that!" Ino complains while Jun almost can't hide his laugh looking at his best friend who looks so pale as if he just encounter a ghost.
"Both of you still here?" Sakamoto ask.
"We can't go home," Jun answers.
"Okay then, this storm might last until afternoon, until then it's better for you guys to stay here." Sakamoto smiles for a while, then leaves.
"Geez, he scares me!" Ino still trying to calm himself.
Jun comes back to him and sits near Ino. "Hey, don't you think it will be boring to just sits here and wait for the storm to pass?"
"What are you thinking?" Ino start to guess what's on Jun's mind now.
"I mean, let's explore the school!" Jun said with enthusiasm.
Ino raised his eyebrow. "No, school is scary, especially with this blackout."
"Come on, if something happened we could just runaway."
"But promise me you won't leave me!"
"I promise." Jun nods. "Let's go!" Jun takes Ino hands and makes him walks out from the class, exploring other rooms in their school.
Ino entwines their fingers as they start their adventure. He doesn't know why but he feels save whenever Jun's there by his side. It's so comfortable. He feels like he shouldn't be afraid of anything anymore.
After several detour, they sneak into the lab room. Jun walks inside, his hands are still joined with Ino's hands. Though he feels a little bit hesitating, but Ino still follows Jun.
"So the lab in the dark is quite interesting," Jun looks excited while Ino is the otherwise. "It's scary."
A thunder strikes outside the window and the light illuminates the room for a while, making Ino realizes that he is now face to face with a skeleton, but that's not the thing that makes him scared, it's that he believes he just see a man in white coat with a pale face near the skeleton and that making him scream. He accidentally letting go of Jun's hand and run away. He hits a door while on the run and went into another room that he doesn't know. It's pitch black there, then he just realized that he just got separated from Jun.
"Jun? Where are you?" Ino tries to call him. No answer. Ino trying to reach out his hand, searching for a door to get out. He feels scared. He always get scared in a place like this.
"Jun?" His voice starts to crack.
A door opened in front of him. "What are you doing here?"
Ino quickly run to him. "Jun," he looks relieved and happy.
Jun laugh, "I never knew you would be scared of something like that skeleton."
"No, it's not the skeleton, it's...." Ino stares at the skeleton. There's no one else here besides them. So, it might be a ghost.
"What?"
"I don't know. It's just scary..."
Jun suddenly hugs him. "Its okay now. Don't be scared again."
Ino feels his face get blushed. He doesn't even know what to say anymore. He never felt this before. It really feels good to be in Jun's arms like this.
"Hey, Ino, I actually want to say something," Jun seems so awkward now, he loosen his hug so Ino could see him.
"What is it?"
"I..... I love you," Jun said that words along with the sound of the thunder, so Ino couldn't clearly heard those words.
He just stares at Jun with confused. And he gets more confused when he felt Jun's lips touching his lips gently. Ino really doesn't know what to do. He never kissed or being kissed by someone before.  It's really his first time. He felt Jun is trying to parted his lips and his tongue is licking his lips. Ino stand still, he feels bad because he doesn't know how to respond Jun's kiss, but it feels good, especially when Jun's tongue touches his own tongue. That makes Ino wonder from where did Jun learn how to kiss someone. Jun's hand is holding his face as they kiss, and when Jun finally break that kiss, Ino's face already turns red. Luckily, it's still dark in that place.
Jun's eyes still staring at him when suddenly the lights turn on. Now, Ino can no longer hide his crimson red face. But Jun is still calm, he pats his shoulder, "let's go back, I think the storm is gonna over soon." He walks away, across the room.
Ino stand still for a while. His mind trying to recognize what just happened between them. But finally he walks away too. Jun didn't say anything about that kiss again and act just like the way he used to be. Even when they finally can leave the school and walk back home through the rain, he only talks about several bands and music.

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THE SNOW


Several years later

Winter.
J is busily doing rehearsal when he heard that the staffs are talking about the high possibility of snow-storm approaching this city today.
So the staff are taking an action to ended the rehearsal earlier so they can go home and take a shelter from this snow-storm.  
J put his bass back to its case. Well, it can't be helped. The weather is not on his side today, so all he can do now is just go back home and wraps himself under a warm blanket.
Just when he finished packing up his stuff, someone calls him. It's from Sugizo.
J answer the call, "yes?"
"J, is Ino with you now?"
"Nope, I just finished my rehearsal. What's the matter?"
"Well," Sugizo stops for a while, then continue, "I was asking him to hang around with me for a while, but he said he's going to meet you. There's gonna be a snow-storm today, so if he's already there, its alright. But if not..."
"Maybe he's on the way here." J said while grabbing his coat and scarf.
"I hope so. Anyway, if he already there, calls me, okay? I'm getting worried."
"Alright," J close the phone and wears his coat and scarf. He put his bag on his shoulder and walk outside, to the parking lot. The wind blows so fast, making the snow looks just like a dust in the wind. It's getting colder now.
The moment he gets into the car, he just realized that Sugizo's worries makes sense. With this situation, it's really reckless to let Ino going outside alone.
J grabs his phone and calls Ino. As soon as he got an answer from the man, he feels a little relieve.
"Where are you now?"
"Oh, I don't know, but I'm still on my way. Maybe just a couple of blocks away." Ino answers, J could hear the sound of the wind between his voice. "I never knew there would be a snow-storm today."
J laugh for a while, Ino is always like that. He always missed the weather forecast, moreover, he got a new nickname as the ame-otoko or rain man, because sometimes the weather could change from sunny into rain whenever he's on tour.
"Okay, I'll be waiting for you."
"Yeah.... Ugh, the wind is really fast, maybe I should......."
Call ended. J stares at his phone with confused looks. Then start to push the redial button.
"Jun... I think I'm gonna stop here... The wind..." Call ended again. This time J stares outside. The wind is getting more and more faster. Its too risky to go anywhere in this weather. Seems like the storm already touch-down here. But he just can't let Ino going here alone.
Engulfed by his worried, J decided to go out from the car, the cold wind welcome him outside. J grabs his phone again and calls Ino.
"Where the hell are you now?"
"I'm..... Right in the front of a closed store, I think it's one block before your rehearsal place...."
Call end. But at least he already know the place. J runs, despite the wind, to the place that Ino mentions before. The first thing on his mind is now only Ino's safety. It's too dangerous for him to stay outside in this bad weather. The snowflakes slams into his face, making his skin cold, but he doesn't care.
When he finally reach the place, he is slightly panic because he can't find Ino.
"Jun!" Someone shouts and J takes a few steps to the man's place and grabs him into his arms. He doesn't know which one is colder now, him or Ino, because Ino's body felt as cold as ice. He only wears a coat, without gloves nor scarf to protect him from the cold weather.
J let go of his hugs, put his scarf and his thick coat on Ino. "I think we should get to the studio."
Ino just nods. His lips already turns blue. He just follows J, when J grabs his hand and walks fast through the wind to his studio. As soon as they reach the studio, J asks the guard to let them in. The guard give them permission and as soon as they're inside the building, J search for a warm drink while Ino walks towards the rehearsal studio. Ino stares at the music equipment there. He knows that J used this studio as the rehearsal place for his solo tour, but whenever he saw a rehearsal studio like this, he always remembered about LUNA SEA. Starting from his band with J which called Lunacy, now they became one of the biggest rock band in Japan. It's a dream come true for Ino. Moreover, Jun Onose is still by his side, together achieving this dream. His Jun Onose. The one who gives him his first kiss. Their relationship is kinda steady after that. But after J decided to make a solo career, he get busier than before.
The only thing that makes him reject Sugizo invitation before is that today is their anniversary day. He remembered, on this date, they met each other after a friend introduce J to him. Coincidentally, on this date too, J kissed him in the lab. J wouldn't remember anything about this, but Ino always mark this date every year. The date that changed his life.
J give Ino a cup of warm coffee. "Sorry, we only had this for now."
"It's alright," Ino receives it, the warmth really feels good in his cold hands. Ino take a sip from the coffee and stares at J. He believes that J is feeling cold too because he gives his coat to Ino. As expected, the coat is too big on him. He smiles as he realized this.
"Why are you smiling?"
"Nothing," Ino giggles, "I just realized, am I looking like a snowman now?"
J laugh, "a cute snowman? No."
"Really?"
"You look like a doll." J replies with another laugh.
Ino makes his cute pout when suddenly the lights went off.
"What the fuck!" J complains. He doesn't noticed that right beside him, Ino shivers and almost drop his coffee.
Seconds later, the emergency lights went on. The dim light illuminated the studio.
J stares at Ino. Knowing that he might afraid with this situation, J put his arm around Ino. "It's gonna be okay. Once the storm passed, everything will be normal again."
"Yeah, I know," Ino mumbles, he tries to calm down. "Do you know why I came here?"
"To hang out?"
Ino shake his head.
"To hear my new song?"
Ino shake his head again. "Its the anniversary of our first met. I just want to celebrate that with you."
J just stares for a while then grins, "you still remember that."
"Of course. It's the day that changed my life forever. It's also the day when we got stuck in the school because of the storm." Ino smiles as he remember those memories.
"Yeah, I remember that. You got scared in the lab," J laugh.
"That's because I saw a ghost!"
J looks at him as if Ino just said something that he really didn't know.
"That's true! I really did saw a ghost."
"So that's why you look so scared that time."
Ino nods. "And then you kiss me. Actually I was wondering what you said to me that time, because I couldn't hear it..."
"I love you." J cut Ino's words before Ino finish his sentence.
Now it's Ino who get the shock. "What?"
"I love you. That's what I said." J said that calmly.
"Oh.... I thought you are......"
"And I love you now," J can see that Ino's face blushed a little. He doesn't say anything, he just stares at the coffee cup that he holds.
J holds Ino's face so he doesn't have any option than to stares at J.
"You don't like it?" J asks.
"I love you too," Ino answers, this time he smiles and after putting down the cup, he wrap his arms on J's neck, pulling him closer for a kiss.
J responds by making that kiss to be a sensual kiss, where he sucks Ino's lips, then insert his tongue on Ino's mouth. As their tongue meets, J moves his hand to release the scarf on Ino's neck and releasing the coat that Ino's wear.
"Now I'm gonna give you something that you can always remember on this anniversary," J whispers before kissing Ino's neck.
Ino only smiles. He knows already what J means. He's actually feeling nervous now because it's a public place and also his first time with J.
The coat falls on the floor, along with other clothes as well. Under the dim light, Ino can see how hot his lover is as they're now completely naked.
J sucks and kiss each of Ino's nipples, making Ino moans. Ino's hands is now moving down to touch J's member and slowly begin to stroke it.
J put his finger on Ino's mouth and Ino open his mouth to licks and sucks it as they start to stroke each other.
After he thinks Ino already lubricate his finger, J moves his finger from Ino's mouth, down to his chest, his torso and finally enters him.
"Don't be so tense, baby, just relax," J kisses Ino's lips to calm him down, as he start his fingering.
Ino tries to makes himself more relax. It feels odd yet it feels so good that he wouldn't want this to stop. But it has to stop.
J told Ino to turns around and tilted his head forward so he is now face to face with a wall and a mirror. Ino reach out both of his hand to hold on to the wall as he feels something heat on his entrance. Then all he knows that it feels hurt, he almost scream but J kiss his back and his arm wrap his waist. J's lips still attacking his back as he begin to thrust.
Ino still trying to ignore the pain, but as J start his steady rythm, the pain slowly replaced by pleasure and Ino can't hold his moan anymore.
"Jun..... Go faster...."
J grins and making Ino straighten his back. J's arms still hold him close as he fasten his pace. Ino turns his head and kiss J passionately. This desire really make him feels like losing his mind. And he felt something intense is coming. He reach out his hand to touch J's head, now he can hear J's breath near his ear. He closed his eyes as he feels his orgasm is coming closer. Ino used the other hand to stroke himself and came hard.
J see it from the mirror near them and that makes him can't hold on anymore, he released it inside Ino. J still hugs Ino after the orgasm, trying to regain his breath. Ino finally open his eyes, seeing the image of them in the mirror. So sensual, that he couldn't believe it's him.
J turns him over and kiss him. "Still feeling cold now, baby?" J tease him after the kiss.
"Not anymore." Ino replies with a smile.

-added section-

The lights went normal when both J and Ino already wear their clothes again. Ino still using J's scarf around his neck.
J walks out from the studio, leaving Ino alone for a while. He still hold J's coat. That time, he sees someone passed through the studio, an old man, his face is pale and wears something like an old uniform. A few seconds later, J come and said that the storm already passed.
"Come on," J walks in front of Ino.
"Jun, did you see someone here before you? An old man with a uniform," Ino suddenly asks.
"No, there's no one else here beside us and the guard," J answers.
"But.......," Ino look at the corridor behind him. A door is slightly open and shut by itself. "Let's just leave quickly!" Ino holds J's hand and almost running. 

(THE END)