Title: Lasts Forever
Author: Ai Mori
Fandom/band: Jrock/LUNA SEA
Genre: Romance/Drama/AU
Rating: M
Pairing: J x INORAN
Genre: Romance/Drama/AU
Rating: M
Pairing: J x INORAN
Disclaimer: As usual, I don't own anyone here and I'm writing this purely just for fiction purpose. No harm intended to the real people in this story. But please do not copying my works without permission.
WARNING: DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE AGAINST YAOI.
Author Notes: There's a story behind this one. So, one day I was reading my facebook newsfeed when I found what seems to be like a commercial from Thailand in my friend's account, after I watched it, somehow it makes me wants to make a JxIno fic based on the video plot-line. Then I found that it's not a commercial but a Music Video
I'm really sorry if this is written badly or not like your expectation, sometimes I get stuck in writing. Anyway, please enjoy.
PS: the words in italic happened in the past.
First part is in HERE
LASTS FOREVER
The
room is still a mess. He forgot to clean up this morning, so he try to clean up
a little bit while J sitting on the sofa. But when he try to clean up the
papers on the table, J grabs his hand and pulling him closer. His face is only
inches away from J.
"Stay
with me tonight," J says, almost whispering to Ino.
Ino
can't find a words to reply J, his heart beat faster now.
J
holds Ino's head and slowly getting closer before he finally lay a kiss on
Ino's lips. Ino seems surprised at first. He doesn't expect that J will kiss
him now. But then he realize, J is drunk. He kissed him just because he doesn't
realize who he is. Should he stop this? Should he push J away? But the taste of
his lips is so tempting and being on his arms is something that he always dream before.
J's
finger start to caress Ino's hair, he's now trying to make Ino separate his
lips so he could slide his tongue inside and make the kiss more passionate.
But
Ino finally pushes him away. "Don't you think that this is too fast? You
don't know me, right?"
"I
told you, it doesn't matter," J grins. "Or you want me to do that in
your bedroom?"
"Well....."
Ino can't continue his words because J already lift his body and take him to
his bedroom. He gently put Ino's body on the bed and begin to kiss him again
and moving down to kiss his neck.
Ino
is overwhelmed by the sensation that J makes from his passionate kiss, but he
remembered that he still have the pic of their school days era in a frame near
the bed-stand lamp. He must not let J see it if he wants J to think that he's
just a random person that he met.
J
take off his shirt and Ino seize that chance to reach the switch to turn off
the light.
"Why
did you turn it off?" J asks.
"I
like to play in the dark," Ino smiles, trying to kiss J, but apparently J
had another idea.
"I
can't see your face if it's dark like this," J find the switch to turn on
the light again and his eyes caught something near the bedside lamp. A frame
that has a photo of two boys, holding each other shoulder and smile happily.
The photo of him and Inoran, his best friend.
"What
the........" He stares at the person on the bed. "Are you......
Ino?"
Ino
let out a sigh. "Yeah, I'm Ino, why?"
J
stares at the picture again then at Ino.
"This
is just a stage makeup," Ino trying to explain. "I'm about to tell
you who I am but......."
"You
trapped me!" J looks pissed.
"I'm
not. Listen, you are drunk, I really want to tell you who I am but you're not
even listening to me!"
J
quickly move out from the bed.
"Jun,
please, listen to me first!" Ino try to catch J's hand. But J pushed him
away with force, making Ino losing his balance and hit the edge of the table.
Ino
feel a sharp pain on his head, his head is wounded and bleeding.
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Jun finally calmed after he let out all
his feeling and now sleeping on the sofa, while Ino just sit near him. This is
actually a chance to say that he cares and loves him, more than a friend. Ino moves
closer to Jun, staring at his face. If only he knew about how he really wants
to be the only one that matter to him right now. Even though he know that this
feeling is wrong but he can't stop it. He can't stop thinking about him. He
can't stop wanting him. He need him. He loves him. That's also the reason why
he have the courage to finally kiss him while he's sleeping like this.
But Jun suddenly open his eyes and
caught him in the act. He forcefully push Ino away until he falls on the floor.
"What the fuck are you doing to
me?!" Jun looks pissed off.
"I'm sorry......" Ino try to
get up. "I just....."
"Just what?! You're sick!"
Jun wipe his lips with his hand.
Ino just stay quiet, he looks like he's
about to cry. "Jun, I like..."
"Stop it! I don't want to hear
it!"
"I'm really sorry," Ino takes
a few steps to approaching Jun. "I can explain it....." But Jun punched
him hard on his face.
"Go away!"
"Jun....." Ino touch his
face. It really hurt him, but actually it's his feeling that hurt much more
than this.
"I said go! Leave me alone!"
Jun almost shout.
"Alright.... Bye." Ino takes
his bag and leave Jun's room with tears on his eyes. He left Jun's house with
shattered feelings. He should have know that this won't work, he should have
stopped this feeling before it grow up to be something like this.
The punch that Jun made creates a small
wound near his lips, but he doesn't care about it right now. He feels so
desperate, disappointed, sad and broken. Maybe he should stop seeing Jun
anymore.
He walks with keeping his head down,
not realizing that he bumped into someone when he walk across the park.
"Hey, you're Onose's friend,
right?" The one that he bumped is Jun's ex-girlfriend's lover. "You
should say sorry when you bumped into someone, stupid."
"Fuck off!" Ino replies.
"Hey!" The boy shove Ino but
Ino replies him with a punch. The boy obviously won't accept it and they begin
to fight, trying to punch to each other.
Ino actually rarely fighting with
someone, Jun is the one that having a bad-ass group and sometimes join into a
fight. This lack of experience also makes him lose the fight and being punched
several times on his face. The pain is getting worse for him that makes him
thinks that he's going to die. But the punch stopped when he heard someone else
is approaching them.
"Oniichan! Oniichan! Are you
okay?!"
It's his younger brother, Koji's voice.
Koji helped him to get up, he also helped him to walk and takes him to a clinic.
"I'm gonna tell mom and dad. Oh,
and Jun-san too," Koji said when Ino already being taken care in the
clinic.
"No, don't tell Jun. This has
nothing to do with him."
"But you were punched....."
"I said no!" Ino raised his
voice. "Don't you ever told him about this!"
Koji stares at Ino for a while.
"Alright, but I have to tell dad." He went out, searching for a phone
to call their parents.
That fight thing, however, changed
everything in Ino's life. His parents are mad, his mom accused Jun that make
Ino fighting with another boy, no matter how many times Ino is trying to
explain that this isn't because of Jun, it's all because of his own stupidity,
but his mom won't believe it.
Ino didn't came to the school for a few
days after that incident and he refused to meet Jun. Although he still can't
erase the feeling that he had for Jun, but everytime he see Jun's face, he
remembered when Jun pushed him away.
After seeing how his oldest son changed
his attitude, his dad decided to move out from their current place, moreover
his dad also got another job that requires them to stay on another place.
The moment after his dad told them
about it, Ino quickly refused that idea and then started to go to school again.
On the first day in school, he met Jun.
"Where have you been?" Jun
asks him that question, but Ino refused to talk to him.
"Excuse me, I have to go," he
quickly dashed off from Jun and enter his class. He can smile again when he met
his friends in his own class, but he won't smile the same way when he meet Jun.
It's hard for him to do this to Jun,
it's really hard to see Jun walking away, leaving him while riding his bicycle
alone. He's about to give up and told Jun the feeling that he had for him.
But the day finally comes for him to
move out. No matter how many times he try to persuade his parents, they already
made their decision. Ino packed up his things with a sad look on his face. He
don't want to do this. He don't want to live far from Jun. He have to hold his
tears as he said his goodbye to his fellow classmates and before he leave the
school, he put a letter on Jun's bike. His apologies and farewell letter. He
hopes Jun will read it and meet him before he go.
The day after that, his family already
put all their belongings to the car. His brothers and parent already preparing
to leave.
"Can I have a few minutes
more?" Ino said. He impatiently staring at the clock, hoping that Jun will
be there soon.
"Waiting for Jun-san?" Koji
asks.
Ino replies him with a nods.
"He'll be here soon."
"Come on, we have to go, otherwise
we'll be late." His mom starts to yell at him.
"Please....."
"Kiyonobu, we have to stick on the
schedule." Now its his dad saying that.
Ino sigh then staring at the street for
one last time, still there's no sign of Jun. With another sigh, he decided to
enter the car. He feels disappointed. Maybe he should never loved anyone again.
He won't even looking back to his old house. He should just move forward and
forget about this.
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"Please,
listen to me." Ino still sits on the floor, holding his head, trying to
ignore the pain on his head. "I really don't have any intention to trap
you. I already know that you're Jun when I saw you for the first time."
J
still won't turn his back on Ino. He's just standing near the door, acting like
he doesn't care at all.
"I
really miss you. After all these years, I want to meet you again. I want to
talk to you, that's why I decided to sit next to you when that girl left
you."
"You
should've left me." J replies.
"How
can I left you when I see you sad like that? You're the only person that I care
about, I never want to see you sad like that." Ino tries to stand up,
"I made a mistake when we were in school. I was too disappointed when you
said I'm sick and told me to left you. I was really sad when you don't even
showed up when I left Kanagawa. I always thought that the feeling I had that
time will just disappeared. That it's just because you are nice to me so I
misunderstood that feeling as love. But I was wrong. I could never forget you,
Jun. Even when I tried to open myself to a new kind of relationship, it never
felt the same like the way I feel for you." A single drop of tears falls
from his eyes. Ino rarely show his tears in front of anyone else, but this time
he can't even stop the tears from falling.
J
finally turn around. For the first time in Ino's life, he see J have a teary
eyes too. "It's the same for me."
"What?"
"I
thought by having a new relationship and dating with some girls could change
this feeling, but it won't. Because after all this time, it's you that I've
been thinking about." J said, staring right at Ino.
Ino
finally smiles. "I love you, Junjun."
J
takes a few steps to get closer to Ino. "I know." He wipes the tears
that falls from Ino's eyes. "I'm really sorry that I always makes you
feels hurt." J moves away for a while to get a tissue and wipe the blood
on Ino's head. "I didn't mean to do that. I'm really sorry."
"It's
alright, Junjun." Ino holds J's hand, "what matters the most is that
our feeling didn't change after all these years."
J
grins then hugs Ino tightly.
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Jun is frustrated. He really doesn't
know what to do, it's all happened so fast and he can't understand why. Ino is
kissing him. Does that mean Ino had a feeling for him? But he's his best
friend. Moreover, they're both male.
Jun hold his head with his both hands.
What the hell that just happened? Why he didn't realize anything about it?
He felt this complicated feeling now.
Ino always understands him, he always stay beside him, they can share about
anything together, but ever since he got a girlfriend, Ino looks different. Could
it be that he felt jealous with his girl?
The day after that, Ino can't be seen
on the school. His classmate said that he doesn't go to school today. Maybe
he's still mad at him. After school ends, Jun tried to go to Ino's house, but
the house looks empty, so he decided to go home. He tries to call Ino's house
after that, but no one is answering. Maybe he really went with his family.
This morning, Jun is already on the way
to school and about to pick up Ino when he overheard Ino's youngest brother,
Kenji, talking to his friend that two days ago there's a fight. What makes Jun
shocks is Kenji said that the one who involved with the fight is Ino. Jun
quickly approaching Kenji and asking the detail about the fight. He really
surprised to know that the one who fight with Ino is his ex's boyfriend.
"I want to see your brother
now!" Jun said to Kenji.
"He doesn't want to see you,"
someone said. It's Koji, Ino's younger brother. "My brother doesn't want
you to know that, he also doesn't want to talk to you anymore."
"But I really need to......."
"Leave him alone!" Koji then
grabs Kenji's hand, "let's go!"
Kenji and his friend follow Koji away
from the house. Jun just stay there, waiting for Ino to come out, but the one
that comes is his mother who told him the same thing as Koji and asks him to
leave.
Jun walks away, he doesn't feel like
going to school today. He really feels guilty about what happened to Ino. He
wants to say his apologize but maybe it's already too late for him to do that.
Jun spent his time in a game center
until he got bored. Then he left the game center, walking around to the park
where he and Ino used to go. There, he accidentally met the one that hurt Ino.
Just seeing his face makes Jun can't hold his anger. He quickly grab the boy's
collar, pushing him to a tree and interrogates him about his fight with Ino.
The boy doesn't admit it at first but then he grins and saying how bad Ino at
fight. That definitely making Jun lose his temper and hit his face with his
punch. The boy fight him back but Jun overpowering him and pushed him to the
ground. "Don't you dare to do that to Ino again!" He furiously punched
the boy's face several times. "If you do that again, I swear I'm gonna
kill you!"
The boy finally begs Jun to stop the
punch and promise not to do that again. The boy's friends already come and they
try to help the boy by holding Jun's arms. Jun struggling to release his hands
and managed to push one person away then lay his punch to the other one who
still hold his hand. Jun knows that he's just alone against four boys in front
of him but he's not afraid. He punch the boys one by one, he doesn't care about
anything anymore, he just want to have a revenge of what they did to Ino. One
boy hit him from behind, but Jun turns around and grab his neck then hit the
boy's stomach with his fist.
"Okay, we're sorry. We won't ever
do that again." Another boy finally gives up. He helps the others to stand
up and told them to leave the place before Jun changed his mind.
Jun stand still for a while, trying to
calm down, then removes the dirt from his clothes. He walks back home and the
first thing that he do is calls Ino. But once again, Kenji said that Ino isn't
home. He knows that probably Ino told Kenji to said that, or maybe he really
isn't home right now.
After being scolded once again by his
parents because he got home with bruises on his face and his body, Jun lay down
in his bed, staring at the ceiling. Why he feels empty right now? He got a lot
of friends, they always come and go in his life. He once lost a friend too but
he could easily move forward and have a new friend.
Right now, he just can't do that. He
can't stop thinking about Ino. He miss Ino so much, he miss seeing his face,
his smile, the way he talks, the way he always lean on him whenever he had a
problem. The more he tried to forget about Ino, the more he can't erase him
from his mind. He already tries to hang-out again with his friends but it's all
feels so boring without Ino.
The day when he finally meet Ino at
school, Ino still won't talk to him. No matter how many times he wants Ino to
forgive him and be his friends again, Ino just stay away from him as if there's
nothing happened between them. Then, when he arrived at his own house, he just
notice that there's a letter on his bike's basket. He's in a hurry to go back
home to watch his favorite soccer team, so after he put his bag on the bike, he
just speed up to his house without noticing anything on his bike.
The letter is from Ino, saying that he
already forgive Jun and how he really grateful that he could meet Jun in this
school. However, he have to move out from this city tomorrow morning.
Jun couldn't say anything anymore after
reading that letter. Somehow he feels like his world is shattering apart. How
could this be? How could something like this happened when he wants Ino to be
his friend again?
Jun can't stop thinking about what he
have to face tomorrow. There's an exam, but he just can't let Ino leave without
saying goodbye to him.
The next morning, he wake up very late.
Probably because he stay up until past midnight because he can't stop thinking
about Ino again.
"You have an exam today, right?
Don't be late," his mother reminds him. But that isn't the most important
thing to Jun now. He drag his bike outside his house. If he speeding up, he can
reach the school on-time. There's gonna be an English exam today and since
English is his favorite subject, he's sure he'll gonna passed this exam.
He ride his bike on the direction to
school. If he can finish the exam quickly, he can catch up Ino before he leave.
When the pedestrian light turns red,
Jun read the letter that Ino gave him.
Wait! He's wrong. Ino gonna leave soon!
Jun turns back and ride his bike to
Ino's house. But there's a road construction on the street to Ino's house, so
he must choose another way around so he can reach Ino's house on time.
It's quite troublesome, but he managed
to get there, only to find out that Ino already on the car that is now already
leave the place. Jun shouts Ino's name, he try to speed up but still couldn't
catch the car.
He really feel hopeless and can't stop
blaming himself for the stupid things that he did to Ino.
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"Really?
You fight with them?" Ino stares at J after J finished wrapping up his
wound with a bandage.
"Yeah.
I thought I'm gonna end up in the police station after that, but I'm lucky
enough to escape that," J says.
"Thank
you," Ino once again smiles.
"They
just lucky that I don't killed them that time."
Ino
lean his head on J's shoulder, then wrapped up his body with his arms.
"Do
you still think that this feeling is.... Weird?"
"At
first, yeah. But I begin to understand it and I'm glad that it's you." J
grins.
Ino
just giggles. "Maybe I should really changed my gender."
"No,
you don't need to do that. I always like you just the way you are."
Ino
moves his hand to grab J's neck and lay a kiss on his lips.
"You
won't leave me again, right?" J asks after they finished the kiss.
"I will always stay by your side from now on." Ino replies him with
a smile on his face. Now his life is so complete with J by his side.
J
pushes Ino back to the bed and kissing his lips again, "now I'm really
glad that I can meet you once again."
"Me
too." Ino wrapped his hand on J's neck. "I love you."
"I
love you too." J whispers on Ino's ear, making Ino smiles happily again.
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